Thoughts:

Today is really just a John Mayer kind of day. I'm back at work and I'm hoping today is just gonna be a chill one. I'm off again tomorrow and for the weekend so today is basically my last "working day of the year". Haha sounds so weird..A patient came in today and scheduled an appointment for next week and before she left, she said "Ok dear, I'll see you next year!" I laughed a little and then I realized, omg, this is year is basically almost over!

I don't know if I'm happy that this year has come and gone because there were really some highs and lows attached to it. But I honestly think that 2010 was really a year where I had to face the music, grow up and decide what my heart really wanted to do. I made some great decisions and some not so good. But it really helped me become who I am now (as cliche as that might sound). I've figured out those who are really my friend and those who were just there when they needed something and I've learned that when you feel like you've hit rock bottom, there's really no where else you can go, but UP.

Like I said, 2010 had just as many lows as many highs, and thankfully..with the help of friends, family, and Jay..I made it through. So, I guess you can say I'm ready to close this chapter and move on to the next. I've decided also, that for 2011, I'm not going to make any resolutions..but to just stick to guns and have my mind set on what I want and where I want to be. It may take me awhile, but I'll get there..oh yes I'll get there...someday.

2011..I'm soooo ready for YOU!

"Just keep me where the light is.."